Self perception

Dear Characters,

A friend of mine that I've been intimate with doesn't like her breasts. They're nice breasts, they go well with her body. However she hates them so much she is planning on getting them cut off no questions asked. No matter how much I tell her she shouldn't judge them so harshly she isn't interested in listening. Now she's telling me that when intimate she'll wear a shirt and no one can touch them.

I want to flip my shit but I don't have a right to. It is her body, it is her choice. I still want to beat the fucking shit out of the mother fucker who put this ridiculous idea in her head. Isn't it funny to have sex with a shirt on these days? Sure that's kind of sexy but generally speaking you are still allowed to touch them. What the hell, I just don't understand.

When I see someone who is beautiful, wonderful, I want them to know that. They don't need to go through a physical change. Personally no one should really try to physically change themselves, rather figure out naturally what goes well with your style, your body type. Sometimes it is hit or miss, you don't always get it right. However I would like to think you don't take the judgment of others so seriously. Why so fucking serious? They're your fucking tits! Their big! Isn't that appreciated?

Don't get me wrong, I'm not writing this blog because I like tits and I want her to keep them because I like tits. I'm writing this because people have such a twisted sense of self image. This world fucks with self image daily and the people making the judgment have the biggest issues. It's a cluster fuck of mind rape, you have to sort out your thoughts and come to appreciate you for you and please quit giving a shit about what every one else thinks.

UGH! But then she may not be listening to anyone else. She just hates them. I just don't understand, never mind.

Again, what I have to say is not original. Seriously though, if your taking the advice of everyone else, you will be a fucking monster. If you're changing your physical body, there is a thing in me that ticks. Something inside of me stirs and gets so mad and I don't know why. Probably because I think of how people have their deformities and couldn't live their lives because they never had a chance against anyone else in their lack of physical charisma. Oh, God, if there is anything evil you've done it is the injustice of a self battering mind. I see beautiful, wonderful people, turn to dust because of their insecurities. God, it's so sad, it's so fucking sad.

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